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March 31st, 2009

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02:33 am
Sigh. Relapsing. Feel terrible. Tired of fighting. Feels like a hand squeezing my heart. Crushing. Want to cry. Want to die. Want to be left alone. So tired. Can't anymore. I hate this world. Thank god I took my vacation time for May. Just gotta make it through one more month. Just one more month.

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From:[info]jeditigger
Date:March 31st, 2009 12:41 am (UTC)
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Take it one day at a time, honey, and by the way, I bet anything this is in part because you're so tired. :/ Can you get any sleep?
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From:[info]samy
Date:March 31st, 2009 12:43 am (UTC)
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When I get home in about four hours. I'm sure sleep will help. If nothing else, it'll let me fast forward 12 hours closer to May. I rarely if ever have nightmares so sleep is always either good or neutral to me so there's no down side to sleep.
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From:[info]counterweight
Date:March 31st, 2009 01:53 am (UTC)
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*hug*

Get some sleep, and rest, pal. Tomorrow is a new day.

-Old man
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From:[info]samy
Date:March 31st, 2009 02:21 am (UTC)
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Thanks, I will soon.
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From:[info]liabrown
Date:March 31st, 2009 06:27 am (UTC)
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You might be feeling a bit off after that long weekend without much sleep :\ Hope you feel better soon...
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From:[info]samy
Date:March 31st, 2009 11:51 am (UTC)
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Yeah, that's probably a part of it. And also lots of work this upcoming week, too.
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From:[info]belanis
Date:March 31st, 2009 09:17 am (UTC)
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Hang in there!
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From:[info]samy
Date:March 31st, 2009 11:51 am (UTC)
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Thanks to you and to everybody who cares. :)
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From:[info]arye_sarin
Date:March 31st, 2009 07:12 pm (UTC)
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I hate this world too. I'd like to try another galaxy far far away. A long time ago. If anybody wishes to accompany me, it's platform 94 (you can also choose a phonebooth or platform nine and three-quarters but then you are heading to the wrong direction..). I found an obnoxious pilot who can take me where I want to. Only 17 000 credits!

No, this comment doesn't make any sense, but neither do I nowadays.
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From:[info]samy
Date:March 31st, 2009 07:35 pm (UTC)
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I'd like to try to seek out new life and new civilizations, but yes, on the basic concept we are agreed.

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